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Isolation by RebelOfZion, literature

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Isolation

~Alone Separated from others, exclusive from people or anything else~ Cold dark room Noises left and right Shadows pounding on the walls Silent banging from all around, Naming them Calling the shadows by title Be them organic or stationary When they are our only friend, Visitors left Hours ago The mind is solo With itself to contend, Movement from the left and the right Tricks of the brain Voices come from the cracks Of people long departed, How long will misery last Solitary to the bitter end No clamoring to keep it fed When the lights go out And all the friends are gone The mind helps itself go insane

chEmIcAls by RebelOfZion, literature

Can't Find The Words by RebelOfZion, literature

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Can't Find The Words

Time, Time is what you make of it, Good, bad, Time has no favorites, It is cruel A day in the life of one, Will never equal the life of another, Will it? When time ends for one, It will begin for another, Yes? No? Time..... Time is a tricky thing, Keep it when you have it, Most precious, precarious, demanding, volitile, dreadful. Never have enough, Until you don't need it.

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Loneliness by RebelOfZion, literature

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Loneliness

I have finally gotten what I wanted To be left alone was my goal I feel lonely now though I wish I had somone to hold I want someone to kiss I want someone to hug I want to be there for someone else This pain in the side of my gut This pain won't go away It won't go away untill I have someone to love, to call my own I hate myself for wanting to be teased I despise my sick little mind I know I am going to Hell for all I have ever thought I am gluttenous, evil I want more than I can endure I wake in the morning, Look at myself in the mirror, Wishing I had another life, Wishing I had another wife, Someone to look after, Someo

Walking Across the Desert by RebelOfZion, literature

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Walking Across the Desert

I am so cold I feel the wind biting through to my bones I feel the loneliness setting in Everyone has gone away Left me here to wither away alone _ As they walk away I run after them They seem to be getting farther away I yell at them, but they ignore me Why am I not heard? _ I am not loved Not in the way I want to be loved Not in the way I need to be needed _ As they walk away I stumble I fall _ I feel so alone

Across The Room I Noticed You by RebelOfZion, literature

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I Cry For Us All by RebelOfZion, literature

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I Cry For Us All

Walking down this hallway I see so many faces that I know Do they know me? Do they care? Am I doomed to walk eternally, Down this long, long stair? All these rooms Hold one true secret Bonds are meant to be broken But once in a whild, people keep it Relationships last forever Even if forever is 10 minuites long When will i find the one? The one that can tell me I'm wrong When will someone i love laugh in my face? When will they put me in my place? I cry for us all, because no one knows who we truly are

Tomorrow by RebelOfZion, literature

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Tomorrow

Tomorrow is another day And it is tomorrow in which I pray I pray that you and I can share this love This love I hold, day after day Tomorrow is another day Tomorrow I hope I don't become prey This prey is eaten by lonliness & sorrow All for one more chance tomorrow Tomorrow is another day Tomorrow, I'm glad, I get another chance Just one more chance at peace All for one more day, with you Tomorrow is another day When tomorrow comes, I hope we dance I hope we dance, untill the sun comes up, You can see the smile on my face, And know I am truly happy

These tears, these years by RebelOfZion, literature

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These tears, these years

I have held your hand during all these years I have held your hand during all these tears These tears of pain These tears of salt Bitter reminders of what once was Love in warer form Your cosmos are broken Busted to pieces I will be here to catch them all I will be the bandage to heal all wounds I will be here for you I won't judge you Do what you want to do Return to me when the time is right Do you remember when my dreams held you tight? Tight enough to never let you go? You will always be my love Return to me I won't shun you I won't shun your tearing eyes I will never fear your physical advances I love you But not o

Fear by RebelOfZion, literature

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Fear

Wandering along these cold, dark streets I look around at all these faces Faces filled with pain, sorrow, dispair All these faces get covered up All these faces wear make-up All these faces hide their true feelings Alcohol, drugs, sex, and music All addicts of one thing or another Addicts of lonliness, hatred, depression All these faces of bussinessmen, musicians, and bums All afraid of losing their loved ones All afraid of losing their minds Little do we realize, The more we think, The more we die, On the inside, Or outside, Ugly scars of razorblades and tongues

Nightmares by RebelOfZion, literature

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Nightmares

Why do I live these days, Unknowing what threats pass me by Unknowing why I still breathe, Having done the sick things I have, Having thought my sick thoughts, Having touched Death himself, And come unharmed from the whole ordeal Why can I walk these streets, When so many can't even walk? What makes me so special? What makes me so loved? How can I still feel, When so many times, I have done such dirty, dirty things? Is it because I love, Like I am loved? Or because I am a monster?

Homeward Bound by RebelOfZion, literature

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Homeward Bound

I have a home, That is where I am headed This home that I turn to, Is dilapitated, deserted, empty This is where I turn to, When times are trying When times are hard When I just need to be alone When only my heart-beat, and deep breath can help me find solice When not even my own true love can set me free When not the knowledge of my coming death, can set me free In this home I cry In this home I can only see dark And I feel completely alone Completely open Completely vulnerable Completely and utterly ... complete

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Across The Room I Noticed You

Untitled 29 by Lelapin, literature

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Untitled 29

Put your fingers in your mouth taste your hardwork what did you earn today? Did you spend your day immersed in confession seeking forgiveness for one seedy thought too many only to catch yourself eyeing her body up and down on the walk home? Was your day spent at home making nice memories cleaning away last night's dirty dishes, preparing to make more because you know he loves it only to find that he's not coming home? Have hours passed you by while you toil with study streaming to find your path to take your place in the world just to discover it's already been taken? I let the day fall as I wrapped myself in conver

A piece of Life by divinehatred, literature

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A piece of Life

Like change in your pocket, shifting and making noise from inside the deep stitched cloth. Always at your side, always letting you know that they are there. Some only worth a penny and others shine of golden dollar emotions that epitomize the way pieces fall apart and come back together. When the wires are cut off and you're left in the dark, without communication or explanation for the reasons why. Things fall apart, they get shredded and torn. Debris and blood fall around you, all your dreams and hope falter and shatter on the floor. It's too late to pick up the parts, just move on. Remember that you are in control of your life and how you

Untitled 21 by Lelapin, literature

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Untitled 21

It's difficult To feel a memory Time makes the heart grow older And the memories fade I am Trying to hold on to a shadow Press it closer to me Trying to remember the real you And how it felt to have you Within my reach All night I am Trying to make Shadows into people Mannequins into life And it's a tease to hear your voice But I'll take what I can get These days And it's painful to read your letters Stirring up emotions that are Best left alone It's difficult To feel a memory.

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Across The Room I Noticed You by RebelOfZion, literature

About RebelOfZion

United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Des Moines, IA
Favourite genre of music: The good kind
Favourite photographer: Icus, Beth, Me
Skin of choice: Human

Favourite Visual Artist

Salvador Dali

Favourite Movies

The Salton Sea

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nine Inch Nails, Tool, APC

Favourite Writers

Trent Reznor/ DJ StarFok

Favourite Games

HALO

Tools of the Trade

Pen,or blood, some type of papery substance, or a keyboard!

Other Interests

Writing, reading, "watching movies"

Posts

Sep 20, 2007

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I am still here. I wish it weren't true, but I am still having MAJOR writer's block. Getting married in December..... Pretty excited about that. Anyway, how have you been?

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Oct 23, 2006

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Everything is finally falling into place. The only thing left to do is wait, and that is the hardest thing for me to do. All I want is for things to be done and ready to move forward. It might take some time thought. Work is alright. Just got a good rating from corporate, and got a nice bonus. Had to work my ass off for it though. Time is wonderful when you want it, and a horrible thing when there is too much of it. Later

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Jul 20, 2006

Hi

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I have been thinking a lot lately as to how I would like to get my future to go. I figured out that I would like to go to school later on in life. Namely, I would like to Le Cordon Bleu. I want to be a pastry chef. That would be amazing. Not only have I done a lot of thinking, but I have also done a lot of working and the such. Oh well though, right? Things have been falling into place, but, is it too soon to actually think that things are going to get better? I hope not. I am not planning on doing anything exciting anytime soon. If you would like to get together, just let me know. I would most definately be up for hanging out. If I can mak

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Oct 4, 2006

I was reading some of our old notes and oh my! You should read them too.

They seem like a world ago.

My cute sweet little friends

Jul 26, 2006

You need to change your profile, Mr. 21.

I love you.

Shiny shiny shiny SHINY shiny shine-y.

ResidoLancin

May 5, 2006

are very happy to wish you

Happy Birthday

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May 5, 2006

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's 5th May which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you

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Dtemptress

Jan 1, 2006

Happy new year!

Hope you don't get yelled at for me commenting!

Sep 16, 2005

you know why you're so cool? Because I love you so goddamn much.